Fioritura

by quedronol

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halo soft guitars sets the perfect backdrop for qued's soft singing to come through, only to be followed by glitchy walls of noise that make you feel as powerless as a small animal in a big forest. fioritura is pretty, dirty, emotional, and i love it. Favorite track: Forever and ever.
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astigmatic 02:43
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I can look in the mirror, the first time that I've done it but my reflection never wants to look back once I am see you again this winter, don't know if I'll be better don't want to close this window, I'm getting scared, it's getting cold I stayed outside the garage, don't think I'll let go this time the quietness is the only thing I can seem to find it's never been there before, I swear it came yesterday if I really loved this place, I wouldn't feel it getting cold
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Walden (with CRIM$ON) 04:07
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I walked in your direction for a mile before you even noticed I kill so much of myself just so I can be with you I walked into your house yesterday, and I forgot where I was I don't think you remember what I told you, but how could you? you always just tell me what I want to hear no, the person you're forming will just disappear you know I'd die to be with you [bestfriend crim$ons part] already twice that winter hit, since we really talked conversations lay like leaves, forgotten in the snow trying in vain to sit through sludgy soils every pore and keep, to think that there was something wrong with me already twice that summer hit, since we really spoke I tried to reach my hand into the sun but got burnt and turned to smoke trying in vain, I hate how I won't say it to your face you see, I think that there is something wrong with me [quedrnol part] you're not a good person when you need to be no, you have always loved me, but you'd never see what I would do to stay right here forget everything, watch it all leave I want you to change, but you're just a scene you're gonna take me, I can't feel a thing everything will fall further from my reach before you find me [coolest breakdown ever]
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Fawn (with nishith) 07:05
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[the nishith section] i pinched myself, it's all too real shattered the silence, no one noticed echoing screams across the fields was paralyzed and hyperfocused accidental masochist i’m not much of a strategist i stood in place while watching you bleed and after it had been evinced ive sat and watched for hours since and i don’t really cry but i might succeed this time this light did it paralyze you straight to your core? have you ever felt that mesmerized before? (i’ll sit here and we can rot) cause i don’t really cry but i might have to this time so good night it’ll go away if i just go to bed and if it doesn’t they can take me instead (you didn’t deserve what you got) and i don’t really cry but i might have to this time [the quedronol section] your body's implanted in the grass and your shape is still engraved into my irises I haven't been since you left, watered down all the lakes and all that's left now when I look is your face (you said that you wont go) the air's been (youre the only one who knows) colder since you left (I told you i miss you) I found you (you toyed with me until i broke) in the snow, you said (I cant be the person) don't want to (id die a thousand times before) lose your tracks again (but i always kill what i want most) but I won't run after you, not then your body's implanted in the grass I shot you in my sleep, you didn't notice it I haven't opened my eyes I watched you burn alongside I thought i fell, guess it was a trick of the light you could've fell into my open arms you know I never wanted this to happen I know ill pass it and watch you fall, with open eyes, another time, with open eyes, another time the air's been cold enough to breathe I can't believe you're next to me you always will be more than me
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Contortion dream (album version) 06:27
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don't do this again and I won't run away can I be a friend? since you want me to stay go down to the pasture and get what you need could you go any faster? you're all I can see all I want is you don't know about it anymore maybe it's just the shadow of being with you that I really want but all I know is you all I know is you all I know is you all I know is you a walk to the pasture is my only friend and I know I can never be with you again a walk to the pasture is my only friend and I know I can never be with you again where is the end? where is the line? I get it now I think I do if it's just a dream then I'm a contortion I get it now I think I do where is the end? where is the line? I get it now I think I do if it's just a dream then I'm a contortion I get it now I think I do gggggrrrraaaaaahhhhhhh
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Can you see it? 05:21
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there's a light that I saw somewhere in the sky that was before I lost it maybe it's just you if I've wanted to die so many times why didn't it happen and burn out like a star can you see it? I know you're scared can you reach it? I know you're scared can you see it? I know you're scared can you reach it? I know you're scared think I saw it too, saw your eyes split open at the sight of something, maybe it's just you wanted something to save us, I lost in my own place do you think I've always been this way, wonder if I'll start to sink
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Sudden death 04:56
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the train, I made it just for you one year later, I still don't think that I can do it turn the light out in the hall it's been 3 weeks but I'm not sure if I can catch my breath I think that it's been long enough only waiting for the woods to stab me in the chest but how do I walk thru the world without shame but how do I walk thru the world without shame I think I hate you you don't expect me to let go of you you wanted too much guess I never wanted anything from you if you really loved me, you'd want me dead you wouldn't miss me, you thought I said I love you too much to do all that but I'm not the person you think I am don't think I want a sudden death but i'd never show you who I am if you really knew me, put it to rest if you really knew me, you'd want me dead
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Cross my fingers (with Wonder XO) 04:41
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my reflection is nothing like I thought maybe if I hit hard enough, it might just stop always forget until it's 6pm I try to help but I can't stop being a wreck you opened up my door, but I just put it shut I just want to go with you along my favorite walk you paved it all right after I left maybe some of me got crushed by all the cement leave if you want, it's not my problem I love you but I don't think I care anymore if you keep the lights on, nothing will change I'm a burden on you, just keep your eyes off of me stay for a month, maybe something will stop for the rest of the summer I'll just keep my fingers crossed you seep in my tongue, you're watching me bleed you'd never have the guts to make a promise to me I thought you were real guess I was looking for the wrong clues, and I lost you I'd take out a knife if I just knew how to find one I can't get up you know what I would do pull the splinter right out then I'll feel brand new finally turn the light out you can't pick me from a crowd you'd just say I wouldn't notice hold a light up to my face thank god you don't mistake me for yourself
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sudbury (the pasture song) 05:10
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the pasture's only down the block it was so many miles away used to be stuck at the fencepost we couldn't get our hands away I think that I saw something else I couldn't get my eyes off it but I think it's over for us now cause soon I will be nothing more it's only a walk from sudbury as long as I can stay under the trees as soon as you ran from somebody you stopped running away from me it's only a walk from sudbury as long as I can stay under the trees as soon as you ran from somebody you stopped running away from me I lost something, and I'm never finding it am I supposed to move on? out of the woods that were beside me and I don't think I could see you under the clouds that started moving and the grass got all brown, I know that you'd just think it's stupid and I don't think I could feel you, watching snow turn into water all that I could do was watch, or maybe look for what I lost but I know that was always useless, or maybe it was punishment cause I never even heard you, until I fell into the lawn I thought you were real for my entire life but the things that I love are the ones I can't spite cause they're gone before I know that I just can't live without them is it too late to ask if I loved you at all? ever since I was there I can't see anything and you ask where I am, but all I hear is the scream or the piece of my life that's stuck between my teeth after 16 whole years, I finally can't breathe
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Forever and ever 06:30
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is there something you've been trying to tell me? still haven't gotten away from the feeling it sticks in a memory like the flies that buzz around the patio when you just want to go I'm sorry that I never heard you just 1 more second, then I'm gone it's not like the pasture would be staying here forever or even for another thousand years I just thought that maybe I would I'd rather just keep quiet, you always have something to tell me even after I left, the truth is I just wanted you to listen to me I know you couldn't, and it's always been my fault I think we might live forever, but all I want is just to lie here I can't get lost in the pasture, the only place where I lose track is inside my own head, don't know if I can trust myself did no one ever tell you not to rip grass from the soil? it never finds its way back, even once you blanket it back down I swear it never feels the same, I was there but now I'm not are you just trying to play a game? this is the closest that we'll get aren't these trees just tired? they've already been blowing a hundred years at this point, surrounded by them I just want to die here I just want to die here I'm never gonna die here

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released December 9, 2023

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