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Esp​í​ritu

by quedronol

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star faced 02:30
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Can you feel the rain dropping from the trees? I can feel the air coming for my friends Not much more to find all the way out here All I want is for you to be happy again But I can't do anything for you
2.
Not Now 04:45
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Did you ever come here every day? To the same place on the top of this mountain And every time we play this game The outcome is nothing I win every time you decide And you still don't know why But you come up here again and you try As the sun starts to set Not now, its burning me out The feeling ill never get there again I'll try to figure this out And get off of the mountain Not now, its burning me out The feeling ill never get there again I'll try to figure this out And get off of the mountain Not now You try
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Hydrangea 04:34
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When I'm in And I notice your face for the first time Guess you can't really tell When sometime else likes to see you when you're Trying so hard that you start To forget who you are One day, he'll be gone You won't know how to remember Can't change anything about myself I know you just want me to be someone else You like to be alone, so go outside to smoke I never get to cross the road Will I ever do something else? (Well I offered you something else)
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Wrong 06:45
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You never wanted it at all I get the feeling every time I see your face Every time you walk down the hall I just don't want to hurt anybody else But I could never tell you what I think I can barely get your name out of my mouth And I know you probably feel the same But I just want to know what I did wrong It's been seventeen days since you last saw me I thought it would be even longer than that The train is here, I have to go But I want everything to be normal When I told to stop talking It feels bad to say but I don't know what I didn't think that it would ruin me I swim up to you Why do you still want to talk to me? It's not like you're just unaware of the ice on the surface At least now I know When everything's crumbling down all around us I'll still be safe, below the surface in my hiding place All that I want is for you to be What everyone else says you're already I switched out my words, I don't care if I'm a bad friend All I got was the worst, pretend like I didn't notice
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Nosey, not like it used to be 04:00
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Maybe I'll see the sun disappear in front of me Maybe I shouldn't be so forgetful, its only a few more Minutes until I don't need to look at my blinds anymore Don't you feel like we've been drifting lately? Wish I could say more, but don't you want to talk to me about it? Now I can't find something to say Wish I could see your face after we get back home from school But why am I thinking of that when I've still got so many days That I know I'm just gonna waste All of that feels so far away from my old self But why am I spending all my summer days in my room? It's not like it used to be, not sure if it's all better Not sure if its all better Summer's almost over Hope the light stays this way Forever
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A signal 07:01
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Blinded by nostalgia Wanting to get back down before reality sets in Departed into ivy It's never something you can see before you've looked at everything around it I really want control Over myself and all my memories Is this a signal from somebody else? Departed into ivy It's never something you can see before you've looked at everything around it I look outside, it’s January again When the leaves are gone, I’ll come back to see them I’ve tried so hard, I can’t let you go But now I find you buried in the snow Too weak to come up anymore Promise I'll be back before the door Too weak to come up anymore Promise I'll be back before the door
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You Forge This Path 03:55
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You forged this path just for me Gave me this heavy burden I'm given so much in this life Can't say I don't deserve this Leader of my own path I know you forged this for me It can't be all that bad You made me think I’m free I'll never be forgotten But how do I ever prove myself There is nothing to do Once I know of my own regret I'll never be forgotten But how do I ever prove myself What will he say to me Once he knows of my regret Once he knows of my regret
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beachcatcher 01:09
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most important moment of my life
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Spirit 03:30
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Spirit runs, Spirit wants to go back home Even though Nobody else is even alone Spirit runs, and they want to see your face After dark Nobody else is even awake In heaven, there's always somebody else to keep you safe Right here, the air is stale and I can't feel anything
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Ivy Mountain 05:20
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Would you go with me today? Just don't want to go alone And when I'm out in the cold, I feel the snapping beneath me Feel the sticks under myself I wish I could have some help All of the trees around me Whisper without any leaves My face is, and I can't feel anything under the trees I cant feel my own warmth, only wind finds me I will never turn back in this place They will never find me in this place In this place
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Fiddler's 04:24
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Made of bones But I cling to you You’re only made of bones I find something to hold on to Even if you shatter Give me one more second It all won’t be over just yet I find myself swallowing Just before they turn to Once the sandstorm swallows us Before After everything I hope you've been doing ok I'm ready for another time I can be happy again Once everyone approaches the green that lies just ahead We can all remember the place you came from and went

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special thanks to travis andrews, alice, arthur, ashen, camden, chris, isaac, isaac, jacob, kassie, terrick, thomas, nishith, michael, blvrrimg, levi, ash trxy, royal, everyone i have ever talked to !, "Pretty Grim" by jacob yankovskiy, mr. fruit's whole discography, all my influences, star dust, fiddler's green, harvey, the ivy mountain, the bay area, concord massachusetts, bank street beach, providence rhode island, my grandparents dining room, snowstorm 2018, the nation's biggest pile of yarn, the qta house, the big train, the itw fish, the fish song, and my family

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released October 28, 2022

written, recorded, produced, mixed by quedronol : )
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